Tinkerbell with Attitude

Have you ever had one of those days, when nothing seems to be right? When you felt alone and burned out?

I have had a weekend like that! It started in tears and I didn't even know why. So it was up to me to do something for me. Instead of taking the car and running of I decided to use the negative energy I felt to be creative.

In the morning I went outside, it was in the 50's took my cappucino (the real thing) grabbed my bible and sat outside on my swing. Did I ever had a conversation? Oh yes! I talked to God, my brother, my grandmother. I know that God is the only one that hears me, and that my grandma and my brother are gone, but it felt good just to say things I felt out loud!

I soaked the sun it, even though it was cold.

After this long talk with God I went inside and started sewing. Out of these negative feelings and thoughts came tinkerbell with attitude.

In the afternoon I took a break, taking a nap again outside covered under a blanket but soaking the sunrays.

I won't let those feelings get the best of me. Knowing that being homesick is normal, also that it is normal to feel alone when you spouse is deployed, I took charge.

Guess what I am proud of myself!!

Don't take love for granted!