Life after the seizure

We had family therapy today! My dear son doesn't understand why I won't let him go anywhere this weekend!!
If  I could trust him it wouldn't be a big deal, but I am scared that he will go somewhere and have another seizure. I don't want to burry him, he thinks I am mean...so tear drops on my side.

It just seems that I am burned out, It seems like this family really doesn't understand
why and who I am and how much I care or do they and I just have no idea?

My son has the teenage invincibility syndrom,
which means he just doesn't get it that swimming in
shark infested water (Diabetes) might be hazardous
to his health.

I am asking myself what will come next

It isn't always easy

Does anyone know what I am doing

Where in all of this is there time for me

This is me...trying to juggle home, kids, dogs, cats, turtles, cars, work, building a buisness up and college?
You think I might be a bit burned out???

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